I never grew tired of hoping, loving and dreaming. One day, I know I will be HAPPY.
|\Nathalia| PLM| 17|
4 years na din kaming magbebestfriend, ilang beses na kaming nagkatampuhan, nagaway, ilang beses na ding muntik naming isuko yung friendship namin, Nagkalayo layo din kasi kami. Nung highschool ako 3rd year lumipat ako ng manila at naiwan sila sa bulacan, long distance relationship kumbaga. Nawala na yung bond kasi hndi nga madalas nagkikita, at lalo na nung nag college, super busy na madami ng ibang kaibigan at barkada. Madalang na ding magkakwentuhan at magkatext. Minsan hndi ko na maramdaman na bestfriends pa kami. Pero hindi e. Kailangan din pala pinaglalaban yan at pinaninidigan tulad ng iba pang mga klase ng relasyon. Kaming tatlo kahit madalang magkita alam namin sa isat’ isa kung anong meron kami, kabisado na namin ang liko ng mga bituka ng bawat isa. At hindi na yun magbabago kahit kelan pa man. Madami akong kaibigan, yung iba nawala na pero silang dalawa yung kaibigan na hndi ko kayang mawala. At hinding hndi ko hahayaang dumating yung panahon na TITLE NA LANG NAMIN ANG “BESTFRIENDS”. super love ko kayong dalawa, at kahit wala ng yung bonding natin mananatili kayo dito <3 i’m lucky to have you both despite of our flaws tanggap at mahal natin ang isa’t isa, and at the end of the day kapag iniwan tayo ng lahat alam natin na mayron tayong isa’t isa na matitira. :*
Real love is always chaotic. You lose control; you lose perspective. You lose the ability to protect yourself. The greater the love, the greater the chaos.
What are the chances you’d ever meet someone like that? he wondered. Someone you could love forever, someone who would forever love you back? And what did you do when that person was born half a world away? The math seemed impossible.
It is one of life’s tragedies when you meet someone that you know is meant to be, but due to unexpected circumstances and misunderstandings, becomes someone you knew. Or when you can walk right past someone that at one part of your life was a big part of your life, and how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life, and now you can barely look at them, and all you have left is that aching feeling in your soul.
If you can’t find that feeling again in anyone, then maybe that’s because you haven’t let go of someone in the past yet.
Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be.